MLTR for Eternity

2005. how did i find the address? it was 2005, i could only count on news papers n magazines to get articles about you. but i also had dial up internet connection. so i searched your names on yahoo. not so many articles like you wud find nowadays.  i read them all including those which written in danish. and i find it. i'm good at seeing details...hahaha... but please be safe. never put your private infos on the internet. 2014. how me n cyn spotted you at levi's? hands of God, i guess. haha. we were about to exchange our concert ticket voucher in jakarta. but i had this very strong feeling that i wud meet you that day. i chatted with my new friend backthen, lately i learnt that she was the managing director of the EO. i didnt know at all. she took us to that mall and...you know the rest 2015. how we got in the press conference? fate i guess? haha. actually..cyn found out where the presscon wud be held. it was in a cafe. so i thought why not. lets hang out there. we got n...

soundcheck: that was the first time we meet them. we were excited but kept our distance, tried to play cool. tho our hearts was jumping like crazy. kaare said hi, talked with us. and then mikkel, he must be able to walk without sound. he suddenly stood next to us. haha. we shook hands then. jascha, observed from afar. i called him and he gave me That look. omg i was so scared that i wanna slap my own face for calling him. but then we managed to take some pics and had a little conversation with the band.. and promised them to take the first row in front of the stage. the show: due to lack of promotion (the EO put the banner on the streets only 4 days before the show!), lots of potential audience missed this event. and bandung itself, was known as a city with unpredictable audience. no one can predict whether they would give warm applause...or gave cold response. the second one, that was what happened. the first song played was without your love, a new up tempo song...

Heeey here comes lunatic fan writing (or babbling? hahha) what's on her mind again. I always had this thought of I-wanna-go-home now! Even tho I'm at home, or at Mom's. Funny huh? And I started to wonder what home was. The first time I heard Home to You, I thought omg it's a very sweet song. And the very first time they had a duet with female singer, as a group. Nowadays I understand the meaning of that song. The feeling of being lost, and what you really call a home. It's not a building made of stones and woods..or bricks.. It's something made of heart and soul. There. As simple as that, their song explains a lot. Really thankful to them for making such a beautiful music.. and you know what, that feeling of lost is gone now. I guess I'm Home now. Just a 2.02 am random thought ☺ oh btw this blog used to be called My Personal Blog About MLTR (or something like that) but I changed the name..still personal tho. Don't be mad if you find my crazy ...

These five albums were released in 2014, and i thought.. whaaat??! I was abviously goin crazy. Five albums. Five 😱  Each album has bonus tracks. I must be crazy if i dont buy them. Thought that I didnt win the quiz on official page, i bought them all at a local music store (which is now closed, due to digital music era. dang!!). Had a chitchat with the sales girl who were surprised to see me buying five albums LOL..asked her permission to take pictures of those albums on stocks. Three years later I found out that I apparently one of the winners. But the message from warner asia went to filtered folder, and message from the Band went to spam folder. Geez i hate facebook. Hahha.. Doesnt matter. The most important thing is I have them. So glad that I'm now able to listen to the bonus tracks..the demos have completely different lyrics! I read somewhere that they sang The Actor in Danish, and said that it didnt work. Now that I listen to that song, and oh I got the lyric n tran...

Am I obsessed or what..back then I treat them as some kinda human diary 😅 I guess I still do..haha. I wrote them so many times that they might think what the hell happened with this girl--if they read those emails. But there were times when I had no place to run. So I kept emailing them since I had my first email account in...idk, '99? Never thought they would reply some, two years later. I dont even want to re-read my emails coz they're too embarashing 😂 But I always remember what They said whenever I felt out of place n losing myself: be yourself. don't be lonely, we're sailing right behind you. If only they knew how much that means. They are my inspirations...always makes me think out of the box, think of some things that some one else would miss.. Thanks for being my inspirations ☺ Actually, thanks for everything.

See this album? Yes. The second solo album. It's the back of the cover. Almost lost my mind to get this album.. haha It was released in 2006. Payment methodes was my hugest issue. I did everything I could think of to get one copy. Couldn't arrange an exchange coz I did couple times before for the first solo album. I guess Lady Luck turned her back on me 😛 So I tried to forget that. I got the softcopy somewhere... I didn't know who put that there. I just found it. This album really got me. Such beautiful ballads... But still I felt guilty coz I didn't buy it legally. I had an account in Myspace, and sent some messages to Jascha couple of times. And felt guilty every time he replied nicely 😵 Later in 2015, I finally GOT this album. Been looking everywhere, stumbled in a marketplace... Only two copies left. Very excited when I finally received My album, just a couple days after I received the autographed album 25 from Warner Music Asia. I knew all lyrics, so I di...